Hurting, they say is a confirmation of love. I was truly hurt. Simply then, because I truly loved… and this is what I should be proud of. I have nothing to regret about. I have no if’s and but’s now. I know I did everything, even the impossible. I created reality out of fantasies. I moved mountains and crossed deepest seas, just to prove not to anyone but to myself, that I know what and how love is. It has been a tough take, it wounded me… it shattered… it was so hard. Yet, I know it all didn’t go to nothing. I have learned a lot. I am stronger. I am better.
Really, when you love, you are all willing to do all that you can… even the things unworkable become possible. That’s the power of love. We never can explicate how far it can make someone go. It is just so sad, that there are people who really don’t know how to value the love being shared. There are some that can just dump it all out, regardless of the pain they may cause others. Those people are who we call immature. Inconsiderate. They may have reasons why they do such things but then again, how they do things is never the way it should be.
I actually don’t want to talk anymore about love and life. My life became so wide-open book to all. And sometimes, it just comes to me that maybe it is better if I keep it myself and stop. However, I know, that through this effort, I can bestow learning. Moreover, I can also say things I was not given a chance to say. And so now I speak…
You know I never will regret that we met. I still keep my words I said before, that you are a gift sent to me from above. You made me learn several things. You made me happy. You became my companion. You were a friend. And all of the good memories we had is what I keep in my heart. I still am thankful that despite what we’ve been through we are still good. And now, better individuals. This is what I appreciate in all of this. It all ended not leaving us empty, but full of new learnings we know we can bring in the next chapters we are to enter. You still are a friend to me. And I hope I am to you, too.
I’ve been so vocal about how I was so pissed by what you did. And now I still would want to be vocal… that I am over it. Anger doesn’t helped me in anyway. I have all my means to be in revenge and cause hurting in ways I know how. But then again, at the end of it, who's going to be happy? No one. World overflows with hatred already, I would not want to be an addition. I was hurt. And another hurting would never give me cure.
I forgave. And though now, I should be honest that it is still fresh in my memories. But soon, I wish, I’ll learn to forget it, too… and just keep in me the lesson it left. I am no longer mad. I have nothing to be bitter about. I benefited a lot from this experience, and that alone is another wonderful gift I can equip myself for my next adventures waiting.
Now, we both may be bound to our separate own paths. We may bump into each other along the way. We may not. We may take lives without each other as part of it any longer. But what’s important is, we know we are okay. We know we still are friends. Let’s try to forget about the bad times… it helped us become stronger though. Let’s keep in us the good times. And so everytime we remember, we remember love and not hatred. It may take time for us to accept the whole thing. It will be a long tough process. But soon we’ll see that we fully moved on. And that’s what I pray for now.
I was mad. And again, I tell you its done. That feeling is now gone. I don’t want us to leave with hurt. I want us end good, as what I always asked from you. I wish this time you take this simple request, it’s for the good of both of us. You’ll see in time why.
Just a piece of advice… you never can put into your hand all the people you meet. May it be acquaintances, friends, or even partners. Like you needing to be understood, they too need to be understood. And as how you want to know every bit of them, they too need to know you. We cannot keep ourselves in secret all the time. We may have personal reasons why we do such things. But tying it all together, it is still easy to breathe deep if nothing’s keeping you out.
Learn to trust. And so you can be trusted, too. I do not want to sound like as if you are the only one who did wrong. I myself had shortcomings, too. But proudly I can say, and I know you know it, that I have done all that I can. Maybe, you’re just not ready for this yet. And for the last time, I understand. Hope you be happy… that’s what I always call upon. And you can sure be, if you’ll learn to be true even just to yourself first. I wish you good.
We’ll still see each other in place and time we don’t know. And when that time came, I wish we can face each other strong enough, mature enough, learned enough. And from there, may we be able to build better friendship.
All is finally done. It’s all now gone. But I’ll never get tired of loving. It’s the nicest thing! (",)
Really, when you love, you are all willing to do all that you can… even the things unworkable become possible. That’s the power of love. We never can explicate how far it can make someone go. It is just so sad, that there are people who really don’t know how to value the love being shared. There are some that can just dump it all out, regardless of the pain they may cause others. Those people are who we call immature. Inconsiderate. They may have reasons why they do such things but then again, how they do things is never the way it should be.
I actually don’t want to talk anymore about love and life. My life became so wide-open book to all. And sometimes, it just comes to me that maybe it is better if I keep it myself and stop. However, I know, that through this effort, I can bestow learning. Moreover, I can also say things I was not given a chance to say. And so now I speak…
You know I never will regret that we met. I still keep my words I said before, that you are a gift sent to me from above. You made me learn several things. You made me happy. You became my companion. You were a friend. And all of the good memories we had is what I keep in my heart. I still am thankful that despite what we’ve been through we are still good. And now, better individuals. This is what I appreciate in all of this. It all ended not leaving us empty, but full of new learnings we know we can bring in the next chapters we are to enter. You still are a friend to me. And I hope I am to you, too.
I’ve been so vocal about how I was so pissed by what you did. And now I still would want to be vocal… that I am over it. Anger doesn’t helped me in anyway. I have all my means to be in revenge and cause hurting in ways I know how. But then again, at the end of it, who's going to be happy? No one. World overflows with hatred already, I would not want to be an addition. I was hurt. And another hurting would never give me cure.
I forgave. And though now, I should be honest that it is still fresh in my memories. But soon, I wish, I’ll learn to forget it, too… and just keep in me the lesson it left. I am no longer mad. I have nothing to be bitter about. I benefited a lot from this experience, and that alone is another wonderful gift I can equip myself for my next adventures waiting.
Now, we both may be bound to our separate own paths. We may bump into each other along the way. We may not. We may take lives without each other as part of it any longer. But what’s important is, we know we are okay. We know we still are friends. Let’s try to forget about the bad times… it helped us become stronger though. Let’s keep in us the good times. And so everytime we remember, we remember love and not hatred. It may take time for us to accept the whole thing. It will be a long tough process. But soon we’ll see that we fully moved on. And that’s what I pray for now.
I was mad. And again, I tell you its done. That feeling is now gone. I don’t want us to leave with hurt. I want us end good, as what I always asked from you. I wish this time you take this simple request, it’s for the good of both of us. You’ll see in time why.
Just a piece of advice… you never can put into your hand all the people you meet. May it be acquaintances, friends, or even partners. Like you needing to be understood, they too need to be understood. And as how you want to know every bit of them, they too need to know you. We cannot keep ourselves in secret all the time. We may have personal reasons why we do such things. But tying it all together, it is still easy to breathe deep if nothing’s keeping you out.
Learn to trust. And so you can be trusted, too. I do not want to sound like as if you are the only one who did wrong. I myself had shortcomings, too. But proudly I can say, and I know you know it, that I have done all that I can. Maybe, you’re just not ready for this yet. And for the last time, I understand. Hope you be happy… that’s what I always call upon. And you can sure be, if you’ll learn to be true even just to yourself first. I wish you good.
We’ll still see each other in place and time we don’t know. And when that time came, I wish we can face each other strong enough, mature enough, learned enough. And from there, may we be able to build better friendship.
All is finally done. It’s all now gone. But I’ll never get tired of loving. It’s the nicest thing! (",)
-margelo05
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